I’m in a seemingly impossible financial situation – all sorts of bills, my stipend is far less than I thought it was, and I’m having money stolen from me by the U.S. department of education, who decided today to ignore that my student loans are in deferment and to take 50 dollars out of my account anyway. Problem is, I had 38 cents. So now I have substantially less than 38 cents. I was already going to have to borrow more money from my mom – now it might have to be even more than I want to. Of course, as soon as I decided I wouldn’t get a part time job down here (which I couldn’t do anyway – I need to be around from 10 am to past 9 pm every Monday-Thursday and need to be able to see Amy) everything that could need fixing on my car decided it would blow up on me.
This is really rough on me. It’s driving me nuts.